英国的春天的定义就是：wind blowing you off at a speed of 50 kmp
因为很多时候，我自己都 handle 不了我自己，更何况是别人？
The moment I love the most is when I told you that I got 93 in my test and you lifted me up and gave me a big kiss.
Then you said, my smart girl!
At dawn, you came in and woke me up.
I could barely hear most of the things you whispered in my ear.
But I knew, you gotta leave.
So I forced myself to open my eyes to look at you.
At one moment, I wanted to give up and say: Let’s just breakup. Lemme be carefree. I don’t want to miss you because it hurts. I don’t want to care so much about what I do and what I say that might hurt you. I don’t want to be understanding to say things that I don’t want to say.
But fuck that.
Because when I saw you, all these didn’t matter any more.
Tears welled up in my eyes.
I tried my best not to let them fall.
You said, I’ll be back soon. Stay in touch. Have fun in Scotland. And, girl I love you….
That very moment, I wanted to say, Can you stay?
But I didn’t.
Because, love, is not an excuse to ground you.
And because I love you, I want you to be happy.
So I said, be careful and have fun!
I forgot to tell you that I love you too….